i have four prom dates

i didn't realize i was so desirable. first connor, then tariq, then antoine and then douglas. all of whom i would absolutely love to go to prom with. it makes me feel slightly skanky though.

i think i'm going to wear a dress i already have, but i really want some black strappy plaforms to go with. i can't seem to find good CHEAP ones, but net-a-porter has a few :(

Chloé
ankle strap sandals
$1,195

and on


Givenchy
cut out toe boots (but i don't think they really look like that)

$975

and on


Jill Sander
asymetrical satin sandals

$880

and on



on a different note, i think i'm being made fun of for having lookbook. that sucks. well, what sucks more is that i genuinely care and now don't really know what to do. i always end up caring. too bad i just can't learn not to give a fuck:

girl meets boy

i've come to realize that some days i just dress like a boy. not even to be androgyness or anything. strangely enough, i'm okay with that.

wasted a day in front of the computer moping about how i don't have a prom dress yet. but i have a backup(s?) so let's pray that everything works out.

now all i'll need is a date.



he'll do. please & thank you.

So I had my interview and it was... alright I guess. I just get so nervous when I'm put on the spot and plus, it was a group interview with people from Holts and what not. I felt so underqualified :( But this guy who works there told me to stand out in my interview which I think I did. Well, mainly because I didn't really know what to say but I think I came across a lot more laid back than the other applicants. However, I have no idea how many group interviews they hold.

There are three stages and the next is a call-back. Let's hope I get it!

I need money for prom... Oh and a date. Any takers?